*shudder* it's just a weird week
i feel like i need to go home.
sure, i think i'm just a little manic depressive, but i really got hit hard today on top of worries about the house and such. and some of it is stuff that's better off ignored. and some of it is totally in my mind. but some of it is very very real. and, today, it's my family that has put me teetering ever closer to the edge of sanity.
i cant fix it. i have to accept it and do nothing, but in my head, i keep thinking i'm like that robot in everyone's script: "does not compute. does not compute."
i dont think i can stay here the rest of the day. i just need to get away and rest for a bit. i let things get to me. i let the stress build and build, and dont get rid of it quick enough.
i've got a meeting on campus in a bit. maybe after that i can chill.