gigamatic

i HATE mystery meetings, and after everything going on where Nala works, I'm a little paranoid about the one my boss told me to put on my calendar at 9am tomorrow. Usually they send meeting requests, but this one and the one yesterday didnt. I'm still trying to put together what, exactly, it all means.

if anything.

Nala's right. It breeds distrust. Just fucking tell me what it's about and I'll be there. Being fired? Ok. Being reassigned? Ok. Fine. Just TELL ME. No playing these "I wish I could tell you. I'm sorry, but I can't tell you" games.

MAKES ME CRAZY.

I asked the boss: "am i getting canned?"

"no, nothing for you to worry about. i dont care for the mystery either, sorry."

now that could imply that he doesnt know either (it's his boss who called the meeting). all i know is a) it has something to do with macs, and b) it has something to do with one of our subdivisions.

and c) i dont like it.

every time there are secret meetings, nothing good comes out of them. at my last 2 firms, the secret meetings were held to a) get rid of people, or b) to announce a new business direction/manager, who then fucked things up more.

i dont like it. at all. perhaps it's just something silly, but i can see it being something awful. like my being put in a role i know little to nothing about, or reporting to someone else. or both.

we'll see. but until 9am tomorrow, i'm going to be a little edgy than usual. hopefully, after that, i will return to my normal stressed craziness.