gigamatic

every so often, i have to talk myself down from the edge of insanity, where i think about what will happen if i lose my job.

so, i opened up the "green sheets" and found a position i would be perfect for. done it before, loved it, fully qualified, that pays less than I'm making now, and another that i could do, but i have reservations about, that pays more.

i'm going to apply for them both. just for kicks. i know the one i would want is not the one which would be the more logical to try to get.

yeah. i really want the lab manager position.