is it wrong on a friday
to want to sit outside in what's left of the sun, drinking beer and being glad this week of work is over? to celebrate the fact that for 2 short days i don't have to worry (much) about work? to be glad that my boss will be back next week? a two day respite from the insanity... from the software breaking down every time i have to try to use it. from trying to pull it all together and force it by strength of will to work?
so close but so far. blue skies will turn to rain clouds tonight, and fuck my whole weekend over. but at least the basement floor should dry before sunday, letting me sort plastic crack to store or to sell. i just wish we'd have 2 dry days in a row so i could take out the large refuse to the alley without it all getting ruined before the dumpster drive-bys pick it up.