friday.
DAMMIT.
Got off to a weird start this morning, but got to work and started on a project I'd been working on last night. However, it all came to a grinding halt because of a server upgrade and the loss of my testing platform, and the fact I cant reboot the production machine.
*sigh*
For a project there's a sense of urgency on, this one sure has gone to hell. And I'm not getting sympathy, but I want some realization that because this is urgent, and it's slipping, even though it's through no fault of my own, I'm going to get blamed. Again.
I spent a whole week in limbo because somebody couldnt be bothered, and now again, this project has stopped. I'm slipping into another tirade, I know.
And, while outside, walking to my car to swap parking passes, a branch full of budding flowers hit me in the f*cking EYE. The lid hurts like hell, not scratched or bleeding, but I'll bet it's red for the next 24 hours or so.
So, my next two hours are going to be spent reading documentation and trying to set up a new test server. Then I'll probably skip lunch because I dont have time, and spend all afternoon in meetings.
'S funny. I never understood my dad's coming home stressed all the time. What was the big deal? I mean, he was a boss. He did his job, and did it well. Why should he be stressed?
Now, I totally understand.